A look into the life that I want you to think that I lead
Friday, January 11, 2008
Once again, caught in my own mind.
I have decided that I am done trying to see everyone in the world before I leave. I'll be back. If they really wanted to see me that badly they should have called me. The stress of trying to keep up appearances is what is causing my anxiety attacks, I think. I really just want to stay at home and come out of my cave daily to go to the gym and to Peet's, and perhaps do a little bike riding. Stop making me feel like I need to hang out with you, people. Come over if you want to see me. I need to clean my room.